Hi Princess

Today is the day......all the waiting is finally almost over. Your mom and I are here in the hospital waiting for you to come.

The level of excitement I have is unreal, I cant think of another time in my life I ever felt this way about anything. After they got your mom into her room I went down stairs to get the bags we packed and I litter ally ran and jumped over the pillars they have in-front of the hospital lol.

Well ever one around me keeps asking if im scared or if im nervous. The only thing I get is more and more pumped up. 

I have so many things I want to upload on here for your to one day see.  its on my todo list.......you learn about that list one day lol.

tets number 2

does every post need a picture?

Penelope's Ultra Scan

                Penelope's Ultra Scan

To my little girl Penelope:

Your only a few weeks away from being born and I can't wait to hold you in my arms. I took the time to create this page for you to document your life and share it with the world.

The world continues to ask me if i'm nervous, if i'm scared, why do I look so calm, and if i'm ready. I wanted you to know that I've never felt more ready for anything in my life. You see, in my 34 year of life so far I feel like I've lived more and done more then most people would have if they lived 3 lifetimes. I've never done anything the "right way" I always did it my way. The price for doing things my way was hard, I've been thru dozens of failures, pain, heartbreak,loss, tears, fallen on my face time and time again. I've battled with depression, loneliness, and all types of other emotional issues that most people never knew. I've had great success and have continued to learn how to grow and redefine success. I only share this with you because I want you to know that you coming into my life made all these experience finally make sense. With you being born I feel like my whole life has prepared me for your arrival. So that's why i'm not nervous, scared and so calm. I never imaged i'd have this opportunity but one day out of nowhere I was lucky enough to meet your mom and everything changed in a blink of an eye. Life happens quickly and you never know whats next you just have to keep pushing. So whatever happens in your journey of life I will be there; I promise to guide you, protect you, challenge you, motivate you, and give you ever resource within my power so you can live a life that you create. I will do the things that others won't because like everything else I will do things my way. But mostly importantly I want you to know that I will teach you how to fall and how to get back up. The whole world will give you the nice words but something you can only learn through experience. You can do no wrong, you'll always be special, just learn from your experience, move and keep going. I love you princess... go change the world.